I'm ZhEN

Abandoned.

2012-01-03T01:37:00.002+08:00

I think I've abandoned my blog quite a long time, like never have before.

I am still thinking want to close it or not.

My passion to blog had gone.

Just see how.

Don't bother about the title.

2011-08-13T19:12:00.004+08:00

Not loving it.

Friendship and relationship please don't change.

Thought.

2011-07-17T12:02:00.004+08:00

I want to have some special outing or short trip to away from what I confronting now.

This is my recently thought.

Anyway, life goes on.

Sadness, frustrating, fed up or even dying..

I do not like to set any title, because I have to think what title supposed to put before or after finish blogging.

I just do not like to set it.

So this title I think acceptable. LOL.

I Can Do Better.

2011-07-01T16:52:00.002+08:00

This is not good enough,

I know I can do better.

I personally think,

if you want to achieve something that you longing for,

put more effort then you will succeed.

This is why I never succeed. Sigh.

Do not think you have plenty of time?

No. Now is another week.

Random.

2011-05-30T22:45:00.001+08:00

Been suffered for fever and other sickness.

I feel much better now, thank god.

But still,

I feel hot and also cold.

N Stands For Nothing.

2011-05-27T16:15:00.003+08:00

Holiday is nothing.

Do not know what I am saying?

Come and study STPM then you will know. Sigh.

I know this is my choice,

just let me be can or not?

I will be fine.

05202011.

2011-05-20T18:42:00.009+08:00

Today paid RM61 for the MUET retake payment.

Don't want, don't want.. but eventually want still.

What to do? This is what had set. Sigh.

Out of topic. (Actually this post has no actual topic, ha ha.)

Sand is light, you can easily put them softly on your palm.

You cannot grip sand tightly because they will fall from your fingers chink.

The more tight you try to grip it, the more it falls.

...

You do not need to say "I love you" all the time,

but say it when you really meant it.

Today is 05202011, I am here to say that,

I Love You. ♥

Yea I guess this is love. :)

Everything.

2011-04-20T20:52:00.008+08:00

I seriously lack of motivation on these few days.
I don't know what got to me.

I think I have to sleep more.
Why sleep?
Because I think is probably caused by not getting enough sleep.

Whatever, I want to get rid of this low motivation. Sigh.

Yesterday I went for Placement Day which held at college, and it influenced my mood.
Is qualification important or money is more important? Both are equally important right?
I don't know why the fees can be so ridiculous high. Is really a lot.
And the qualification.. Sigh.

Private, local, private, local, ...

Work hard, strive hard, aimed, ...

Depressed.

Another thing is, I quite resist to resit MUET.
I think it is sort of wasting money.
I would like to repeat MUET because I can learn more but not resit.

Why must we need to decide whether resit or not before result releasing.
What if I get the band that I want after I paid the RM60.
This is unfair and ways to earn money. How greedy it is.
P/S : Not saying college.

Then afterwards, I need to go through those nightmares again.
I think this is the main reason. You don't know how horrible it was.

I know,
mumbling is useless.

As what most people decide,
this time I cannot runaway from this.

Why why why. Sigh.
I don't know everything, I do what I have to do.
Other things, don't ever come to distract me!

Now the only thing that I desperate to make it happens is the outing with my two besties!
Cannot wait to hang out and non-stop chit-chatting with them. Ha ha. :)

I know this update is quite unorganized.
But this is everything that I felt lately.

Lastly, I miss him.
This is a must that I don't have to always mention about it. ♥

SAYS.my

2011-04-08T22:26:00.005+08:00

Officially joining SAYS.my.
This website offers many rewards for you guys.
So do check out my Facebook and Twitter for updated rewards and information.
Never let you down kay. :)

Oh ya, don't forget to check out my Nuffnang advertisement right here!
A lot of deals and offers waiting you to find out.

P/S : Today is Friday! Ha ha.

Stay Tuned.

What To Do?

2011-04-06T23:11:00.004+08:00

原来，事实是...

就算谈了多久的感情，
感情变了就是变了。

其实没什么啦，
我只是觉得好可惜。:(

无论如何，
希望你们俩都好！:)

MUET Speaking Exam.

2011-04-05T22:56:00.007+08:00

After gone through all the practices, worried of counting sheep to sleep(eventually no) and a lot of dreams with full of English vocabulary YESTERDAY, and TODAY scared the hell out of me, felt like dying, hand shaking, stammer, stunned for few seconds and "Er...." for once (Task A, that time just opening you know. -.-), I want to say that..

The MUET Speaking exam finally ended!
After I came out from the class, every single cells of mine are now relaxed. Ha ha.

P/S : First group was really nervous but,
thank god my group was the first group.
Waiting for other groups to end is really torturing, at least for me.
Thank god I was the Candidate A, mine is the simplest.

Friends said that I was so relaxed after exam, sure I have confident to get good result.
Wrong friends, I knew I had trying my best.
The result, I don't know but just wait and see then face it, since it has ended.

Can I get Band 4 for this?
I know still have writing, listening and reading to gain more mark, but who knows I can score well on these?
Please, I don't want to pay RM60 to resit again. :(

Good luck for exam on 16th April my friends,
and same goes to me of course. Ha ha.

ALL THE BEST. :)

What I Did.

2011-04-01T19:42:00.009+08:00

New created for few hours ago.
Create yours and follow me friends. :)
But of course you also can view this page although you are not member of it.

http://myheart-zhen.tumblr.com/

P/S : This blogger is not going to close, long post is still going to update here.

This is really true, no prank here.
I am not playing with April Fool, serious. LOL.

By the way, today first I walked into the class, my friends said MUET and Chemistry teachers were not coming.
But I have no feeling and expression at all, just nod a little and had my seat.
That time I rushed to the school just on time, that's why.
Half awake I think. Ha ha.

They failed. Haha.
First year I never fool by anyone. *V*

Stay tuned, again. :)

Happy Day.

2011-02-02T13:33:00.002+08:00

Snowflakes - Taro Balls Series Set 1.

Recently craving on this because of influenced by my friend (You know. Ha ha.) but I am not addicted as my friend do. This is only my second time. LOL.
The truth is, this desert is quite delicious.
A must eat if go to Pavilion but have to wait for seat since everyone have the same thought too.
But, worthwhile. : )

Us. ♥

Looking forward to our next outing.
Hope it wont be long. : )

P/S: Outing on last Saturday, 29/1/11.

Today.

I am now waiting for the reunion dinner with my family,
gonna eat as many as I can! Ha ha.
Then after C N Y only eat less.
I don't want gain weight, I cannot accept it. LOL.

Aim!

Anyways, Happy CNY Eve. : )

Recently.

2011-01-27T18:24:00.000+08:00

Finished test 4 today!
Every single cell of my body are now in relaxing mode. : )

Tomorrow is Wear Red Event for TARC SPUS.

I am going to wear red shirt tomorrow, gonna borrow from my sister. He he.

A short update. Stay Tuned.

: )

Don't Run.

2011-01-15T13:08:00.005+08:00

This photo is about the pass, the year that I sit for SPM.
This year 2011, is my turn to sit for STPM.

I know I am suck in time management.

People like to run away when facing problem or difficulties.
And, I am the one.

I know I have to stop running away and strive hard by myself.
I know you can yet you are not trying your best but still proclaim that you had trying your best.
Shame on you.

No one can help you unless you helping yourself.

In this war, you are alone.
Face it.

Before I prove it, I have to change.

Wait, I will prove it.

My 20 Minutes Survey

2011-01-06T15:39:00.003+08:00

Since I was so bored.

Starting time: 3.45 pm

Name : Hor Hui Zhen
Eye colour : Black?
Shoe Size : 6
Hair : Long
Piercing : 6
Height : 162cm
What are you wearing right now : Top + long jeans
Where do you live : Not going to reveal.
Favorite Number : No any.
Favorite Drink : Soya and orange juice.
Favorite month : February
Favorite Breakfast : Western.

HAVE YOU EVER
Broken a bone : -
Been In a police Car : -
Fallen for a friend : Yes, of course.
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short time : -
Swam In the ocean : -
Fallen asleep in school : Yea, but now no.
Broken someone's Heart : Maybe?
Cried when someone died : Yes.
Sat by the phone all the night waiting for someone call : Yes.
Saved E-mails : I seldom open inbox to check out the mails.
Been cheated : Yes.

WHAT
Your room look a like : Nothing special. Place to sleep & comfortable.
What is right beside you : Homework!

WHO
Who did you last yell : Sister.
Who was the last person you danced with : -
Who last made you smile : Him.

FINAL QUESTION
What are you listening to right now : -
What did you do today : Attended classes.
Are you the oldest : Not.
Indoors or outdoors : Indoors.

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : -
Kiss someone : -
Sing : Yup.
Talk to an Ex : -
Eat : Yes.

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED WHO
You talked on the phone to : Him.
Made you cry : -
You went to the mall with : Friends & also him.
Who cheered you up : Him.

HAVE YOU
Been to Mexico? : -
Been to USA? : -

RANDOM
Have a crush on someone : Yes.
What books are you reading right now : -
Best feeling in the world : Spending time with loves one.
Future kids name : What? =.=
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal : -
What's under your bed : Nothing.
Favorite sport : Jogging, jungle trekking, hiking.
Favorite place : Any place as long as having fresh air and not crowded.
Who do you really hate : -
Do you have a job : -
What time is it now : 4.05pm

With however long it took you to complete this ,

post as "My __ Minutes survey" and tag 15 people.

Happy New Year.

2011-01-01T19:18:00.004+08:00

(That time I passed the "undang" test, afterward went for the "amali".)

In the very new year, I hope that I able to catch up with the syllabus.
I really hope that since this year is my turn to sit for STPM.
I do not hope that I could have any drastic change because I do believe that simple is always the best. : )
Maybe the most drastic change would be I get straight A's in STPM?
Possible? I don't know. : (

This is only for myself in studies, still have others that I want to achieve, maintain or make it comes true.
But, I am not planning to share it here.
Of course other than everything, health is the most important.

New year is also signify that I am going back to college very soon.
Oh, no~ T^T
So this is my first post in year 2011.
I don't think I can still active on blogging.

So, just stay tuned.

Good bye 2010, welcome 2011.

Happy New Year.

New year new better life. : )

不是一個人

2010-12-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

一時的不順遂，

不代表永遠都是。

會過去的。

你不是一個人啊 : )

好好睡。♥

Rest In Peace

2010-12-10T10:07:00.006+08:00

问世间情为何物，直教人生死相许。

说自杀的人
赞成自杀的人
曾经想过自杀的人

请想想你的家人还有关心你的人
这样就结束生命真的好傻
自杀绝对不会是解决事情的好办法

一些受尽病痛折磨却还是坚持抵抗病魔
他们都渴望有个机会
一个能够活下去的一线机会

四肢健全健健康康的人，
请珍惜生命。

还有，不要再责怪她了。
难道她会好受吗？
分手一定是有原因身为外人不会知道

希望她没事，真的。

虽然我并不认识他但我知道他是谁
怎么要选择这个选择呢？
还那么年轻人生还有那么多机会
这样离去多可惜啊

可是现在说什么都没用了

安息。

Pray.

2010-12-06T23:16:00.003+08:00

The only thing that I want to do later is,
I'm going to pray before I sleep.

Prayer :
This going to be a secret,
need not to reveal and let everyone knows.

Only God knows my prayer tonight.

Oh, I feel bad and sorry.

Please,
listen to me tonight.

Happy Ending.

2010-12-01T13:45:00.002+08:00

Rapunzel - A Tangled Tale

A new telling of the classic fairy tale by Disnep,
nice one.

I love happy ending.

We love. : )

Rainy Day

2010-11-29T18:33:00.004+08:00

It makes people feel cool when the weather is freaking hot.

It makes people feel cold when it is too much.

Now,
I am shivering!

I supposed to meet him later.

But my condition now,
I am too weak.

I want. : (

Congratulation.

2010-11-28T16:02:00.003+08:00

As the title above,
congratulation, my bestie.

I am so happy that you finally find one for yourself.
You're no more single! : )

I hope he is the one who can give you happiness,
and also lots of love.
Hopefully he is the better guy.

I'm here to wish you, both of you,
happily ever after.

Stay happy.

Ignored my sickness,
this is the only happy news today.

I have a wish now,
faster recover!

Late post.

2010-11-27T23:03:00.005+08:00

Thursday - 25/11/10

Went to KLCC with my sister.
The whole day, I've been starved many times because I eat very less on that day.

Sister treated me this when I was so hungry that time.
This make my day. : )

After that, we spent hours at Kinokuniya.
Eventually, I bought "The Five People You Meet in Heaven" at there.
Although I know I have many books haven't finish to read, but yeah, I still want to buy.
I cannot control myself not to buy. Ha ha.
Actually I want to buy another book also which is "Never Let Me Go" with 30% in this book if you purchase second book.
But, I shouldn't be so greedy.

P/S:
I almost finish it.
Now less than 100 pages left. He he.

Before backed, we went to Cake Sense (Never heard before? Google.) which nearby the LRT Station to buy some tarts.
When sister paid at counter, the cashier put 3 tarts in one small transparent plastic bag.
I have to say, it becomes not nice to see or eat.
Remind you all, my sister bought total 8 tarts.

So then my sister requested to put in a box. (My sister bought before, normally they will put in the box.)
Then the cashier reply - Oh, you want box.
(She spoke Cantonese.)
After that the cashier took a box, she lifted up those plastic bags to drop the tarts. (What?)
Afterward, she open a drawer and keep back those plastic bags. (With clean plastic bags together? Eww.)

Okay, now is the most annoying part.
She threw our tarts, one by one into the box. (Around 3 to 5cm from the box.)
That time, I really want to ask her - Can you please put nicely. (No vulgar words but don't expect me can give a smile to her.)

Oh ya, forget to describe her.
She (so of course is a girl/woman) is a Chinese, having very fair skin, with spectacle, chubby face, not thin.
Her face from beginning (no wonder when) really, maybe she don't like to smile.
That time, her face was totally like we owed her money. (Hundred thousands?)

Good advice:
If anyone sees her in the shop, beware kay.

Truth:
I only tried tarts before, tarts there is really nice.
Others look nice too. *Stimulate my saliva. Ha ha.*

P/S:
Cashier no good in customer service doesn't mean foods there not nice.

This posted with no offence.

I know this is quite a late post,
but I was so sick these few days.

Facebook Event : 20 to 27 November change your profile picture on Facebook for a cartoon of hero of your childhood and invite your friends to do the same. These days will celebrate WEEK OF THE RIGHTS OF THE CHILDREN! Post it share it, because we care about the kids. =) children is our future...

So, this is my FB profile picture.
I changed it when I on-line just now.

END.

Random.

2010-11-21T17:06:00.004+08:00

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Part 1).

Guess it is the most significant movie on this month.

You may feel not enough when the movie is finish.
This is true, but frankly this Part 1 is quite interesting and nice as compared with the previous episode.

I think everyone of us as are hoping the see the battle between Voldemort and Harry Potter.
Can't wait for it but still need to wait! Ugh!

But what to do?
So yeah, lets wait for it! : )
The last part is showing in next year,
which indicates the ending of Harry Potter series.

Finally, there is an ending.

Oh ya, the wedding mass that I attended yesterday morning was really touching me.
Wish both bride and groom will live happily ever after.

For people that I know or don't know,
wish you safe.

祝平安。

I just wanted to update a short post.
Not in a blogging mode actually.
And hard for me to make words in sentence.

Having flu right now.

Think I was catching cold at yesterday night because I took my shower late at night and never dry my hair then fall asleep with half-wet hair.

Now I can still barely open my eyes.

So thats all. : )

在我說願意之前

2010-11-18T14:52:00.011+08:00

聽說印度是天堂和地獄的完美結合體。

聽說那裡的天堂和地獄只隔著一條巷子。

聽說在那裡你會窺見自己內心的黑暗與光明。

你必須朝著黑暗走去，抵抗恐懼走到盡頭，光明就會出現。

“有時候太完美的幸福讓人畏懼，畏懼承受失去它的痛苦。”
如果兩個人光是在一起就如此完美，那麼，我們真的需要一紙結婚證書嗎？
金馬獎影后李心潔面對婚姻，跟所有的現代女性一樣充滿疑慮。

“我開始害怕走到終點，害怕自己再也回不去。你難道從來不怕嗎？”
於是她決定拋下婚姻的承諾，獨自一人飛去天堂與地獄毗鄰的印度，

在困頓與華麗交融的印度之旅中，她踏遍印度種種不同的砂礫，

面對自己的恐懼，而在最黑暗的恐懼中，她慢慢的釐清了她與另一半的成長歷程，以及從中獲得的勇氣。

思念無盡蔓延

那一夜，是我決定要愛上你的。
在失去愛情的第七百三十天後，我愛上了你。
你喜歡拖著殘舊的涼鞋，大搖大擺走進你最愛的工作場地，
套一件泛黃的白T shirt，阿伯款的七分褲，脖子上掛一條抹汗的小毛巾，
整個造型土得讓人忍不住想大笑。
對於愛，我總是很用力，深怕一不小心，它就會從指縫間溜走。
我緊緊的抓著我想要的一切，抓著你，瘋狂的抓著。
我的執著和任性讓我看不見愛的真諦。

回家

車子開在從機場往回家的路上。
我知道你正等待著我的歸來。
站在門外，深呼吸。
門打開，你出現在我面前。你一句話也沒說，把我擁進你懷裡。
我們就這樣沉默地依偎在彼此的溫度裡好久好久。
我忐忑不安的心漸漸平靜。
我聞著你身上熟悉的味道，想起你就是那個說過要給我幸福的男人，明白了這就是我的家。
我抬頭說：“我們結婚吧！”
你問：“你在向我求婚嗎？”
“嗯！” 我點點頭。
你笑了：“好，那我就娶你吧！”

她將她所見、所思、所想，寫成了一封封的信件，寄給未來的自己。
也寄給，愛她的人。

對，她就是李心潔。

P/S :
文字故意引用繁體字，
照片編排也跟隨著文字的表達，
感覺比較有feel！（我覺得啦，呵呵。）

The Shame.

2010-11-16T18:00:00.003+08:00

I had all the exam papers and it just like what I expected - Not good, not good at all.
Why I can't even score a better result for once?
Seriously, I taking 5 subjects but I was not satisfied with any one of the score.
I've questioned myself thousand of times, is anything went wrong?

Oh god, this kind of result, how could I let my parents see it.
Now I dare not to tell my mom how was my result since I used to tell her once I got any of the subject.
I felt guilty because of disappoint my mom.
And also, I shamed on myself.

As form 6 students, we expect A's instead of other grades.
This sentence might offencing a number of you, but I'm just telling the truth.
High CGPA comes with good and plenty of choices for courses and also university.
And also not wasting another 2 years+ for taking diploma if the STPM result is really sucks.
Then total up wasting 4 years. *I can't imagine how if this day comes to me.*

This final exam, I don't even have an A.
On the contrary, I scored lower grades. *Sigh*
Sometimes, it really made me thought that is this course suitable for me?
And yeah, I'm lost.

This coming holiday is not a completely relaxing time,
I've to do revision for all the subjects in this year.
Next year there would not have any extra time for me to revision back all over again.

However, friends are always welcome to date me out.
Infrequent outings are reasonable. Ha ha. : )

Move On.

Sometimes, I'm freaking bored with this kind of lifestyle, only sometimes.

Get a life.

Choose Dan!

2010-11-12T17:51:00.001+08:00

As what you see from the pictures above,
I was just finished watching the episode 8 of season 4.
Actually I skipped a lot, is really a lot. Ha ha.

The storyline is very very very big contrast if compared with season 1.
How could their relationships would be so complicated?
It just like what people described playgirls/boys,
simple as changing their clothes?

Set people up, revenge, jealousy, selfish, desire and so on.
This is what we called world?
Beware of people for every second if not giving their chance to set you up.
This kind of life is really hectic.

Serena, please choose Dan instead of Nate!
I know, he is a good guy that you can count on.
Nate? No way.

Vanessa, please far away from them!
I hope that she is no longer exist in the movie. LOL.

Can't wait for the next episode!

It Helps!

2010-11-11T17:46:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I accidentally deleted the previous post which I posted on two days ago.
That time I really stunned and I can't believe that I actually deleted it.
So upset!

I searched for so many websites.
There pop-out so many solutions but not easy for me to understand.

Now I finally did it!
Happy that I got back the original post.
Luckily I never give up for searching. Ha ha.

Google's cache is really helpful!

Thank you. : )

Exam Hates Me. (Tuesday, November 9, 2010)

2010-11-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

Don't non-stop complaining how sucks your results were,
if you feel depressed still,
look at mine then you will feel yours are good enough.

Frankly, if I say I never felt a little upset about my result, it must be lying.
Who doesn't care about their result.
Especially seeing people around you get their results much better than yours.

But what to do. Cry? No way.
This is what I should get and I expected it since I passed up those papers.
So I just accepted it and figure it out.

From this final exam, it comes with a conclusion.

Last-minute revision doesn't work but it works for those lucky people.

But I am not the one. : (

This time, I really tried harder and put more effort than before.
But the outcome... this really made me down. me
I questioned myself, what is going wrong.
Was the method goes wrong or what.
Yeah, I think so.

I believe that,
this coming holiday is going to be a quite busy holiday.

Friends, help me kay? : )

Lastly,

Like usual... ♥

Random.

2010-11-05T15:22:00.005+08:00

Exam was finally over at yesterday, fortunately there is no more exam in this year.
BUT, I believe that the mid-year exam at next year will much more tougher than this time.

Pity him had to listen my blames toward exam and blah blah blah. Ha ha.
Appreciate. ♥

Every time during the exam preparation, I hate myself so much for being so last minute.
I think most of you did the same way too.
This time, I seriously have to change this bad habit.
Especially after this exam ended, I felt that those questions were so difficult to answer.
I have no confident, I might fail some of the subjects.

So friends, together kay?
Is good to have the same aim and strive hard together.
Do you think the same way as I did?
If you do, lets together! : )

Yeah,
today is holiday. : )

20/10/2010

2010-10-20T18:16:00.002+08:00

After finished the MUET presentation today.

Finally finished the MUET group presentation after few weeks of preparation.
I think we did our best.

Teacher comments us with, "OK lah."
I quite satisfied with the comment because "OK lah" is much better than sucks. Ha ha.

For me, this kind of practice is really good to us because it helps us to improve our pronunciation and speak English more fluently especially when facing the crowds.
Other than this, no more shaking when presentation. LOL.
I mean after a few more constant practices. Ha ha.

Next, PA presentation was finished at yesterday.
Now I can actually pay attention in revision for final exam.
The final exam is still left a week more.

These thing really slow down our revision.
Especially PA, I seriously think the presentation is so unnecessary.
Frankly says, is wasting our time.

Time for Biology Practical.

The specimens of butterfly.

Isn't it nice, the color? *I mean after it dead, ha ha.*
This is not our group, but we also need to find 25 different kinds of species.
I don't know how we are going to find them. =.=

My fly had became a specimen.

Caught by my lovely mom yesterday. : )

Super Ring.

Snack after reached home.
I ate half of a packet.

Now I facing another task,
going to squeeze my brain!

You know.

Anyways, this is my day.

: )

分不清

2010-10-11T15:25:00.004+08:00

今天的心情很不好

因为不够睡而累吗
还是心觉得疲惫而累
还是什么

我很乱，很烦，很懊恼。

分不清哪个形容词更贴切
还是全部都是
这样的心情已经困扰着我

我只知道　现在的我
需要个午觉

功课就先让我搁着。

睡。

Fast.

2010-10-09T18:08:00.005+08:00

Can anyone help me to fast Internet?
It seriously makes people addicted!

Sit in front the computer for hours for browsing.
When until I don't know what else can do,
I feel bored but still unwilling to get myself off from the seat.
Yeah, so lifeless. =.=

Don't know what else can do?
Off to do homework or revision please! Ugh!

Great.

I am one of them.

Whispering.

2010-10-07T18:32:00.005+08:00

Shhh ... ♥

Seriously I have no confident as the time passed,
because my result is really sucks.
I feel myself is so stupid, not clever as other people do.

BUT now..
I have the strength and courage to move on.

I wish I can do it in the coming final exam.
Yeah, I wish.

Frankly says, I have no confident that I will suddenly become good.
I know nothing is impossible but definitely not me,
what I can promise is I will try my best.

JUST DO IT.

Very Random.

2010-10-06T18:07:00.008+08:00

Finally finished the 1/4 of the drawing at home.
Rest of them were finished it when Biology practical just now.
We drew according to the image shown by using the microscope.
I think most of them already finished it during the class.
I am so lousy. LOL.

If anything related to drawing, I seriously cannot simply draw it.
I love drawing since I was a kid but never improve it by attending any drawing classes.
That's why my drawing is still like primary standard.
Nothing, just feel a little regret.

Maths T1.

Chapter 3... *Sigh*

What is getting on my nerves now?

Final exam is coming soon!

Oh GOD.

Can people hear my sighing voice?

...

Random.

2010-10-04T19:36:00.005+08:00

I was rushing early in the morning for getting myself to college.
Today my first class was at 8am but I went out at 8am sharp, according to my house's clock.
Maybe 5 minutes earlier if follow my cell phone, but quite worried that I might late to class.

Then, I go by METRO BUS.
If not I was going to late to school, I won't choose METRO BUS as my transport.
I will wait until TARC bus come rather than pay 40 cents more to stand.

Feel that I am so spoiled?
What I want to say is,
If you always the lucky one, got the chance to sit then you might don't know how is the feel when you stand on a bus that having a suck driver.

If it is good enough, I don't mind pay the extra money or even stand.
Of course Metro Bus is still my don't-know-how-many choice for me to go some destination.
Maybe I need to practice my balancing, so weak.

PEACE *V*

After this going to be a Chinese post,
nothing else actually.
Oh ya, I feel that my Chinese getting worse.
Seriously, no kidding.

Okay, start. : )

换了部落格的背景模式
因为我看腻了
其实今天越看越觉得心烦
换了也好因为开始觉得顺眼

这样的格式还是比较适合我
简简单单的就好

好啦今天我是有些Emo
就让我这样就好
打完这篇就没事啦

这样的心情一年有好几次会发作
还不是捱过去了

不要怕不要怕
有什么好怕的！

我知道我不是一个人啊

偶尔有时
会觉得自己很没用

Lead me to the LIGHT.

END

Tagged.

2010-10-03T17:57:00.004+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

Tagged by Nicholas Chen Wei King.

: )

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Water.

2. Last phone call: Kah Mun

3. Last text message: Adrian Chuah

4. Last song you listened to: 柴米油盐酱醋茶 by Lee Hom

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Yes.

7. Been cheated on: Yes.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.

9. Lost someone special: No.

10. Been depressed: Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Baby pink

13. White

14. -

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: Yes.

16. Fallen out of love: No.

17. Laughed until you cried: No.

18. Met someone who changed you : Yup.

19. Found out who your true friends were: Found out since years ago.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: No.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yea.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Not much.

23. How many kids do you want to have: Don't know.

24. Do you have any pets: No.

25. Do you want to change your name: Don't want.

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: Surprised by my NS friends. Yea, NS.

27. What time did you wake up today: Around 10.30am.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Super long holiday!

30. Last time you saw your Father: Before I went to sleep yesterday.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Let me think twice about choosing my course.

32. What are you listening to right now: Song. Katharine McPhee - Unbroken

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Homework!

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook and also blogspot.

36. What's your real name: Hor Hui Zhen

37. Nicknames: No.

38. Relationship Status: Taken.

39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.

40. Male or female : Female.

43. High school/college?: College.

44. Hair colour: Black.

45. Long or short: Long.

46. Height: 162cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yea.

48: What do you like about yourself?: No idea.

49. Piercings: Yes.

50. Tattoos: None.

51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

51b. Innie or Outie: What is this?

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: None.

53. First piercing: When standard six.

54. First best friend: Su Zhen

55. First sport you joined: Track and field when primary school. LOL.

56. First vacation: Forgotten.

58. First pair of trainers: No.

NOW

59. Eating: None.

60. Drinking: Water.

61. I'm about to: Continue my homework after these.

62. Listening: Again... Song.

63. Waiting: For seeing him for our next date.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: Yes.

65. Get Married?: Yes.

66. Career?: Nutrition, only if I can do it.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: Taller.

70. Older or Younger: Younger.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both. Ha ha.

73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Sorry but none.

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: Never.

77. Drank hard liquor: No.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: No.

79. Sex on first date: Never.

80. Broken someone's heart: Probably.

82. Been arrested: No.

83. Turned someone down: Might be.

84. Cried when someone died: Yes.

85. Fallen for a friend?: Yup.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Not really.

87. Miracles: Always do.

88. Love at first sight: Yes.

89. Heaven: Yes.

90. Santa Claus: No, I will believe if he comes to my house at midnight of Christmas!

91. Kiss on the first date: Yes.

92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never.

95. Did you sing today?: Yes.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yes. Who never did it?

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Whatever but not primary school time. Horrible!

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yea, but he cures me.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes.

DONE. : )

No Title.

2010-09-28T17:08:00.001+08:00

Outing(s)

2010-09-26T19:26:00.005+08:00

After Biology Practical.

Taken 2 weeks ago before we went to watch Resident Evil.
Our next round!

...

Last Wednesday.
We were sitting on the bench and waiting for Biology lecturer/tutor to come after backed from McD for lunch. : )

Biology Practical.

...

The day at Joanne's house celebrated Mid-Autumn Festival.

Did by Kok Yi. (One of my classmate.)

The moon on that day.

Chinese tea and moon cakes on the table.

With cute Hello Kitty lantern! Ha ha.
Not mine actually, is belongs to a cute 5 years old girl.

(Don't doubt, there is people behind us but too dark can't see her.)

All of us were playing with the candles.

Candid photo?

Did by Kok Yi too.

Did by me and Ah Ying.

You will know who is him if you have read my previous posts.

The cute girl, too bad that she doesn't like to take photo.

Mee Ying, Kah Ying and Shu Xin.

Classmates.

Last row, right hand side is from other class but same course.

Some were not involved in the photo because they were playing games with poker cards.

Something happened before this photo taken,
totally screwed my day.

Never mind, she was not purposely did that, part of it was my careless.
I can blame no one for this incident.

It's okay, I was nothing on the next day. : )

...

Yesterday at Times bookstore @ Pavilion.

Guess everyone wanted to watch it because of Donnie Yen and the interesting storyline.
Besides that, Shu Qi was quite good in the movie.

Overall, worth to watch it.

♥

END

: )

2010-09-18T15:50:00.008+08:00

Grant me some good rest.

Call me whenever I be in a trance.

Bring me some fun and lets have FUN together!

...

Hang out together and chit-chat for a whole day.

Hug me when I need you.

♥

A little emo.

Most played song : 一首简单的歌

I'm Back.

2010-09-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

This post is to remind readers that I'm still alive,
I'm back after down connection for a week more!

That's all.

Anyways,
blog will be updated soon.

Stay Tuned. : )

Exam Hates Me.

2010-09-11T18:22:00.001+08:00

Don't non-stop complaining how sucks your results were,
if you feel depressed still,
look at mine then you will feel yours are good enough.

Frankly, if I say I never felt a little upset about my result, it must be lying.
Who doesn't care about their result.
Especially seeing people around you get their results much better than yours.

But what to do. Cry? No way.
This is what I should get and I expected it since I passed up those papers.
So I just accepted it and figure it out.

From this final exam, it comes with a conclusion.

Last-minute revision doesn't work but it works for those lucky people.

But I am not the one. : (

This time, I really tried harder and put more effort than before.
But the outcome... this really made me down.
I questioned myself, what is going wrong.
Was the method goes wrong or what.
Yeah, I think so.

I believe that,
this coming holiday is going to be a quite busy holiday.

Friends, help me kay? : )

Lastly,

Like usual... ♥

Exam Hates Me.

2010-09-11T18:22:00.000+08:00

Don't non-stop complaining how sucks your results were,
if you feel depressed still,
look at mine then you will feel yours are good enough.

Frankly, if I say I never felt a little upset about my result, it must be lying.
Who doesn't care about their result.
Especially seeing people around you get their results much better than yours.

But what to do. Cry? No way.
This is what I should get and I expected it since I passed up those papers.
So I just accepted it and figure it out.

From this final exam, it comes with a conclusion.

Last-minute revision doesn't work but it works for those lucky people.

But I am not the one. : (

This time, I really tried harder and put more effort than before.
But the outcome... this really made me down.
I questioned myself, what is going wrong.
Was the method goes wrong or what.
Yeah, I think so.

I believe that,
this coming holiday is going to be a quite busy holiday.

Friends, help me kay? : )

Lastly,

Like usual... ♥

Happy Birthday.

2010-09-01T13:18:00.006+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday. : )

All the wishes from me were written on two birthday cards.
I hope you understand what I trying to express.

Smile Always.

A real smile from you.

: )

Little headache now.
The car beside my house makes me headache more.
The alarm gives out so much of noise.
Stop for few seconds then continue again.
Think it will maintain like that until the car owner back from work.

Ugh, BURST!

I was not satisfied with the test of Maths T1 today.
But what I can do is just forget about it first, prepare for tomorrow test.
2 papers to prepare today.
Biology and Pengajian Am (Essay).

Upset after the test ends I think.

Used to it.

Hard.

2010-08-30T16:50:00.007+08:00

Test 2 is around the corner which are on this Wednesday onwards before holiday.
I do not want to fail any subject, but wished to pass all of them.

Please do not rain when I doing revision.
This kind of weather makes people doze off easily.
If you are the unlucky one, you might fell asleep and get to rush for hours.

Pray hard.

Revision hard.

Bless Me.

My Day.

2010-08-19T18:55:00.003+08:00

*Feel want to have a bite on it?*

Yeah, I finally ate it!
Love this flavor after first ate because it makes people feel cool.

Everytime when I saw people eating ice-cream with this peppermint chocolate flavor,
my salivation is getting more active. Ha ha.
No matter how, I still love chocolate flavor more. : )

*The laptop is not mine.*

Taken by Kah Ying when break time at canteen 1.
Actually she took few shot of it but this looks nicer.

*First time wear short pants went to college.*

R&C group discussion.

I have nothing to do at there, feel like no contribution.
At last, I helped them to type some information.

A boring day.

Love In Disguise

2010-08-18T18:21:00.008+08:00

Everyone saying that this movie very nice.
I do think so.

I was attracted by the story line and the sound track sang by Lee Hom.
Lee Hom is the director and also the actor of the movie.
So talented!

Conclusion:

I want to watch!

Desperate one.

F U N ?

2010-08-16T19:16:00.003+08:00

One of the net friend from my Facebook friend list, he is a Malay boy.
He asked for chat, for fun, for twice.

Yesterday he asked the shit thing from me, ended with sorry.
He thought it would be fun to chat.
Today, he requested to chat again, I didn't promise because I think twice.
Same, he asked again and ended with sorry again and with same excuses again.

This is not a matter of open-minded or not, but it is not suitable to ask.
I don't think it was fun, wrong channel.

Bet girls will give you a hard slap if ask them your so-called fun question face to face.

Find your channel, but it will never be me.

P E A C E .

: )

Not Emo.

2010-08-14T14:09:00.005+08:00

A little bad in mood, but not emo.

Blame the weather,
brought me an overcast day.

I don't love being like this,
bring me out of the misery.

Lift up the heavy stone out from my heart.

All In One.

2010-08-13T19:39:00.011+08:00

Again, let photos do the talks
and little description would do. : )

Last Sunday, hang out with Yen Yen and Su Zhen.
I was so glad to meet both of them because even though we are still studying in the same college,
but we seldom meet each other.
Even do, just some random chatting would be then time to say good bye.

So yeah, my day usually was a very great time when be with them.

Back to the photo's description above, we were have a walk at Times Square to look for shoes(me) and high heels (Yen Yen).

Eventually, I bought a pair of sneaker while Yen Yen bought a green high heels at different shops before we headed to Pavilion for shirts. Ha ha.
Su Zhen buy nothing at there because she aimed for shirts at Pavilion.

At Pavilion.

Why only me in the photo?
It is because Yen Yen back earlier with her family while Su Zhen, actually got one of her photo with me, but she don't want me to upload. So, that's why. LOL.

Both of us bought some pieces of shirts at there. ^^

The outing would be more perfect if I not chose to wear high heels for shopping.
Tell you guys, it was my very first time to wear high heels.
First should be a good memory, but not me.
I had a bad experience on it.

I wore it for about 9 hours that day.
My legs were pain like hell all the way, real pain.
I sweat a lot, the weather is the second reason.
The main reason is, the PAIN.

I will never ever wear high heels with 3 inches or more than that when shopping anymore.
Even lower that that, I also will think twice.
I am not obsessed on high heels like girls do. LOL.

Reached home at 8pm sharp.
Exhausted.

Monday. (9/8)

Result shows light pink in color.

Isn't it nice?

Wednesday. (11/8)

Science and Mathematics (SMS) Annual Meeting at 4pm after whole day of classes.
From the photo, there were one of the performance by Ethan with his guitar.
He played two song which are When You Say Nothing at All from Ronan Keating and Fall For You from Secondhand Serenade.
I like both of the songs very much.
Especially Fall For You, even if not a happy memory but still a memory.
I've listened it many times, I can even sing it. Ha ha.
About the skill, still can improve but overall not that sucks.
Nice try, Ethan.

Oh ya, congrats them who selected to become the committee members.

Yesterday. (12/8)

I am officially using the middle slide phone.
Took by Ah Ying when ... ( I've forgot we having what class that time).

At 2pm, we were having R&C class, not much thing to do.

I really cannot believe that he is actually 100% Chinese.
He looks more like a half-breed seriously.
A Portuguese. LOL.

...

Today, the most shocking part was a student voice-out her opinions about the way our biology lecturer teaching in the class.

You were so cool, Hui Yee.

Another thing that I really impressed was the lecturer temper.
No angry because she was still using the same tone with smile on her face when answer her.
How about awkwardness? This I don't know. LOL.

The atmosphere was quite tense, at least I felt that.

I love Fridays!
Need not to wake up early in the morning and prepare to college.

Ha ha. : )

Emo part,
readers may leave now if you don't want to get influence by me.

Firstly, I really don't like people busy body on my stuff especially people who have no business on me.
This is not selfish or whatever else.
For me, I don't think it was necessary.

I strongly resist people forcing me to do something that I hate with,
but I always did or followed the way they wished. Ugh!

On the other hand, I'm not bother and being cold with but it doesn't mean that I don't care.
Just, it might be better than I care a lot.
Should have some distance when it used to have some distance.

Other than that, something is on my mind, I don't like facing choices.
Choices may be good, but sometimes it may be confused you and ruined everything.

I don't know my destiny.

But who knows?
No one.

我很纳闷。

2010-08-02T18:47:00.003+08:00

因为我不知道把学业

放在东南西北的哪里了。

我想，
应该是遗漏在哪里了。

我说过，应该要平等的。
但我只是说，但却做不到。

我忘了最初的初衷，热诚。
如果连这些都失去，
看来我会得到像SPM那样的烂成绩。

我不要，我不能够。

我会找回来，
然后放在一样的水平。

无论哪一个，我都不能失去。

因为，
不是什么人或事物都可以失去。

尤其是我珍惜的。♥

Photos Do The Talks.

2010-07-29T18:43:00.002+08:00

Joanne and I.

2 days ago when MUET class.

Again. : )

...

Yesterday, Black Day happened on yesterday.
So did you wear black to college?

Yeah, PEACE. *V*

Random.

Could you spot me? Ha ha.

Taken when Maths T1 lecturer class.
3 classes together.

But still have some of them were not wearing black.

Next round, only our class students gather at the fish pond.

Cool.

LOL.

Next round again.

Gym.

That's all. : )

Sucks in Time Management.

2010-07-27T19:21:00.001+08:00

I realized that I am seriously not good in time management.

I always fail by temptations.

Sucks.

I have mountains of homework waiting me to complete.
Chemistry, Maths T1 and also Maths T2.
Other than these, still have a very small part of tuition homework.

GOSH.

I don't know how to handle it.
Many things to do yet so little time. *Sigh*

Lately, my mom nagging on me for sometimes.
About my homework and some outings but not often.

Hmm.. I am trying to change.
I don't want and should not let my mom worried about me.

Think I need to and necessary for me to restrict myself.
I should be more determined and overcome the problems.
Must not let anything affect what I having now.

Sucks in time management
but not a sucker.

: )

Other than all of this,
I am seriously so into one thing.

Curious to know what is it?

...

Yeah, I am so into him.

爱。♥

Another Great Day. ♥

2010-07-25T16:48:00.011+08:00

Yesterday, I had a one day trip in Genting Highlands with Mr. Adrian.

After that we went to Metropolitan Garden and have a walk at there.
Afterward, we had our dinner at Ampang Tesco.

We spend more than 12 hours being together.
Tired but happy still. : )

♥

I really don't like photos placing at the right or left of the post.
I prefer center, look nicer. *Sigh*

Very Random.

2010-07-23T19:59:00.003+08:00

Taken by Ah Ying when Maths T2 tutorial class.

Taken by Joanne when Biology lecture class.

Cool face.
Another version is me with a smile,
but I think cool face is better. Ha ha.

So bored~
That time lecturer has finished her topic.

Joanne And I.

Me : Hey, I really don't know what should I blog for today. So any suggestion?
Joanne : Blog about test, your result.
Me : Test? But things passed already, is pointless for me to blog about it.
(Frustrated voice because that time I just got my Maths T2 paper.)
Joanne : Use your old photos blah blah blah. (Don't want to reveal here.)

I know this post is very random,
only photos with captions below.

LOL? =.=

If really want me to blog about Test 1,
I would say,
A is still a long way for me to reach it.

Action please.

Outing-s.

2010-07-22T18:50:00.002+08:00

This photo is taken on last Saturday (17/7),
my sister's convocation.

Feel weird why I stated is my sister's convocation but no even one of her photo?
She don't let me to upload here. LOL.
So it looks more is my convocation. Ha ha.

As a conclusion, the whole convocation was so bored,
I doze off for don't know how many times.

I miss two of my best friends.
Long time never have an outing together.
They met each other at Jusco, but I can't make it.

So have to wait next time.
Hey, remember to date me. : )

...

Another day which is on Tuesday (20/7),
we went to Pavilion for a movie.

When MUET class.

Before across the road.
We reached somewhere near the Sungei Wang.

I like this. : )

Had lunch at Din Tai Feng.

Joanne, Mee Ying and I.

Joanne and I in the cinema's toilet. : )
(Hey, you're not a fatty!)

Again, watch Inception for my second times.
This was my first time paid to watch a movie for second times,
so you can roughly know how great the movie is. Ha ha.

The main actor - Leonardo DiCaprio,
I love his voice very much.

If anyone of you haven't watch it, should go and have a watch.

No regret.

...

Today (22/7),
is Miss Hee last day teaching us lecture class.

Miss Hee(Middle), Shu Xin(Right) and I.

This photo taken on quite a long time ago when Biology practical class,
the purpose of taking this photo because last time Miss Hee no longer teaching us tutorial and also practical classes, only lecture class left.
This time, lecture class also no since our new tutor change to full-time already.

She is good and responsible,
but start from next week.. *Sigh*
How sad. : (

...

I got some of my papers for Test 1.
One word, sucks.

I was so disappointed with myself.

我也愿意

2010-07-11T18:50:00.003+08:00

抽烟多年，他始终没戒。只好背着她偷偷地抽。她也一只眼睛睁，一只眼睛闭，装作不知道。
忍耐不了时，就会发些牢骚。

“抽烟好吗？”她皱着眉头看他。

“不好。但是又没法不抽。”

“我和烟，你要哪个？”

“都要。烟对我不好，但是我又没法不爱。”

记得刚认识他时，他抽烟就抽得很凶了。闲来没事，会夹根烟在食指和中指之间。
通宵赶报告时更不用说，简直像参加了什么抽烟比赛。她常因他的烟，而咳得撕心裂肺。
在一起之后，他才稍微收敛了一些。

遇到朋友聚会时，他总会半途离席，鬼鬼祟祟借故到洗手间去抽烟。
结果一次因为浑身的异味，引来了大家的侧目，她气得跟他大吵了一顿，冷战了三天才合好。

一个天高气爽、满月高挂的星夜，两人本来应该好好享受这浪漫的时刻，正当她靠在他怀里的时候，她忽然不说话了。

“怎么那么安静了？” 他低头望着她沉默的脸庞。

“你刚才有没有抽烟？”

“……我……有。”他吞吞吐吐地回答了她。

结果她立刻推开他，独自到旁边坐着。

“一根而已……我没骗你。”他苦苦哀求。

“难道你就不能为了我把烟戒了吗？”她生气，又失望。

“给我一点时间好吗？”

“我是为你好啊，你到底知道不知道？”

他们的恋爱三周年纪念，约好到海边庆祝。她忽然伸手一摸，发现车座底下有包烟。
没有生气，似乎已习惯了烟的存在。只是嘟起嘴，把烟给没收了。

他害怕她会大发雷霆，会坏了当天的气氛，于是整个晚上都对她千依百顺，万般讨好。
直到送她回家时，她竟把烟还给了他。

“答应我，抽完了里头的最后三根，就不抽了吧。”

他一时说不出话来，心里是满满的感动。除了对她傻笑，就只是一直用力地点头而已。
即使要他上刀山，下火海，他也愿意。

她知道，戒烟并不是一朝一夕的事，可是眼看他并没有下决心的样子，她想尽所有的办法，来帮他戒烟。

戒烟糖、戒烟药都买了，却还是没有起色。

“不如我去学抽烟，然后戒烟，再教你戒烟，好不好？”

“别傻，哪有人这样啊？”他敲了她的脑袋一下。

“或许真会有用呢？”她像决定了下来。

“你都不会抽烟的啊，干嘛逼自己做不愿做的事呢？”

“那你怎样才能戒烟成功啊？”她担忧着。

“我已经尽力了。”他摸摸她的头说。

“我不想失去你……”她哭了起来。

“傻瓜……”

到市中心逛街时，看见一部拍大头贴的机器。
她硬拖着他跑到机器前，投下硬币拍了两张，接着贴在他的钱包里。

“要抽烟时，请看看照片里的我。”

挣扎了许久，他厌倦了戒烟的问题总围绕在他们的身边。
终于，提出了分手。

他们在电话旁安静地掉了一夜的眼泪。他在她睡着后，挂下了电话。
结束了这段感情。

他瞬间消失在生活中，戒烟的问题也消失了。她过得特别轻松，但感觉上却少了什么。
有人在身边抽烟，传来的烟草味让她想起了他。

她想念起他身上的烟草味。

想念她靠在他怀里的味道。

那是烟草味。

想念他千方百计想掩饰的味道。

那是烟草味。

烟草味，就是属于他的味道。

她开始了第一根烟。想他的感觉特别强烈。第二根烟散开的烟雾，弥漫了整个房间。
就连被单，也好像变成她曾讨厌的他的被单。闻着四溢的烟草味，她才安然入睡。

日复一日，她离不开烟了。是抽烟上了瘾，抑或眷恋上了瘾，一切已不那么清楚。
她只懂，抽烟。

一年后的他们，偶遇在一年后的街头。如失散多年的老朋友，大家回到海边叙旧起来。

相比之下，她变得憔悴多了。他看了有些心疼，这都是因为他。

她点起了一根烟。

“你抽烟？” 他惊讶的看着她。

“嗯。要吗？” 她深深吸了一口，又递了包烟给他。

“不了，我戒了。”

“哦？什么时候戒的？” 她惊讶他竟办到了。

“半年前。为一个我爱的人。”

她没有回应。指间的烟在颤抖。多年来的感情，一直都希望他能戒烟，分手后竟不敌他半年前遇到的那个人。
她觉得自己是彻底的失败者。于是，默默地抽完剩下的烟。

“你呢？什么时候开始抽烟的？”

“一年前。为一个我爱的人。”

“那……你是想帮他戒烟吗？” 他以为有人代替了他的位置。

“不，只是我眷恋他的味道。”

是他吗？一年前他们刚分手。他在揣测。他打开皮包，给她看里头褪色的大头贴。

“这是我为她戒烟的人。因为我想回到她的身边。”

她看着他，眼泪从眼角，顺着脸颊滑了下来。

....

这篇文章从以前就看过
在一个朋友的部落格
那时候觉得很感动

昨天无意间在面子书看到有人分享
我也在那分享了

我想如果是我，
我也愿意。

Oh My Argentina

2010-07-04T18:56:00.003+08:00

What the hell is this?
Germany won over Argentina with 4 goals.
But not even one goal from Argentina.
And my hope to send Germany back to their country was failed.

But no matter how, I will still support Argentina.
Support Messi.
See you guys again after 4 years. : )
That time I am 22 years old... LOL.

Got sick already, a little bit fever.
Headache, flu, cough and also feel hot and cold at the same time.
But I want to download some songs that's why I online-ing.
No matter how, I still wanna go to college tomorrow.
I can't afford to skip one day classes.

Hopefully will recover tomorrow.

I Miss Him.
I Miss You.

<3

Tired.

2010-06-30T17:30:00.003+08:00

Spain won, Portugal lose.
Luckily I was not able to wake up and watch at midnight,
if not I'm sure I can't fell asleep after the match.

Tired like hell now.
Little headache.
World Cup makes people so tired.
And of course, makes people so excited too. LOL.

Luckily these 2 days no any football match, I can sleep early.
If not I am so going to fall asleep at class.
I was trying hard not to, open my eyes as big as I could.
But hard to pay attention still.
Often doze off when lecturer teaching is not that good. LOL.

Give me some rest,
for today and tomorrow.

After that, Friday!

: )

England

2010-06-28T18:57:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night watched World Cup with few of my friends at McD.(Don't know at where)
Watched until my heart almost can't afford it.
Really, no kidding~!

OMG, how come the referee didn't see the England's goal?
The goal was so obvious, damn obvious.
If eyes got problem, don't become referee.
Back to Uruguay please !

Yea, I support England for that match.
But my instinct told me that Germany probably will win and they did.
Even I can guess it, but is hard to accept it.
So disappointed.

BTW, Germany really a good team.
But I'm not supporting them.
If meet Argentina, I want them sent Germany home.
To Germany fans, no offence. : )

...

The feel like, met an old friend.
Never fade.

So special, can't describe it so well.

Friend. : )

RTM Sucks !

2010-06-26T18:13:00.004+08:00

You know what is the definition of sucks?

No live for almost important matches of World Cup,
is what we called sucks !

So disappointing.

C'mon...
FIFA World Cup held once every four years,
not every year.
Like this also can't make it.

Sucks.

P/S:
I have changed the song of my playlist.
Waka Waka from Shakira.
(Song of FIFA World Cup 2010.)

MJ's Anniversary

2010-06-25T18:26:00.001+08:00

Childhood
Written and Composed by Michael Jackson.

Have you seen my childhood?
I'm searching for
the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart
No one understands me...
They view it as such strange eccentricities
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...
People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things
It's been my fate to compensate
for the childhood I've never known...
Have you seen my childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates and adventurous dreams
Of conquest and kings on the throne...
Before you judge me,
try hard to love me
Look within your heart then ask...
Have you seen my childhood?
People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things
It's been my fate to compensate
for the childhood I've never known...
Have you seen my childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare,
Watch me fly...
Before you judge me,
Try hard to love me
The painful youth I've had...
Have you seen my childhood?

(Produced by Michael Jackson, 1995.)

I know it's too late to apologize,
but never late to know the truth.

Because I know, he will satisfied with that.
As long as we knew it.

Sorry..
If I did misunderstand you before.
Sorry..
If I did criticize you before.

I really mean it.

Rumors really kills people.
Is a bad influencer.

Today,
25/6/10 is MJ 1st Anniversary of his dead.

R. I. P. Michael Jackson.

Spirit day, please !

2010-06-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

After 2 weeks holidays, should be more in good condition.
But I was not.
Officially in the opposite condition.

Give me a spirit and lively day please.
At least in the class, when lecturers teaching,
I can still able to concentrate well.

People don't know,
will thought that I always catch up with World Cup matches. LOL.
But I do love to watch it !
Tomorrow (Friday), Brazil VS Portugal.
Must watch !

Both team I also like. How? Ha ha.
I don't know support which team now.
So just see how tomorrow.

: )

No more doze off, please control yourself.
Control? If I could. *Sigh*

Oh God !

7 - 0 !

2010-06-22T20:07:00.001+08:00

Pengajian Am (PA) - Essay class

I did concentrate when lecturer gave us the answers.
Other time the class was so bored, making me so sleepy.
I was trying my best to concentrate.
The lecturer should speak BM when teaching, yea she did but mixed with English.
She was so dead !
So the conclusion is, I don't like or disagree with the way she taught us.
I was trying so hard to stop complaint about her with this matter.
I think I did it. LOL.

God bless that Chemistry lecturer didn't say or ask us whether finish his homework or not.
He only discussed some of the difficult questions which are requested from us.
Once he asked me something, he asked me twice.
My expression is like..
Never thought that he will asked me any thing I was shocked.
Imagine what is your expression when you facing this situation.
I should be more calm. =.=

Other classes, nothing much to say about.
Random.

Today, I still think about the World Cup match between Portugal and Korea DPR.
7 - 0 ! Portugal was really rocks !
Why I kept think about it? Because I have no chance to watch it yesterday.
So regret and disappointed. : (
I can heard screams from mamak stall at my house but I can't watch it. : (
Luckily Mr. Adrian told me the result once Portugal goal.
That time, I was so desperate to watch it ! *Sigh..*

Only a candid photo.

Took it after woke up just now.
It took few hours to set up and blah blah blah.
"Blah blah blah" because I don't know the process, they came before I went for a sleep.
After I woke up, almost done.

New look for my house gate.
Whole set around my house been changed.
No comment for this because I don't know it looks nice or not.
My father likes it, but my mom doesn't like it.
That's why.

About their work, no comment.
But my mom knew very well, same to my dad.

Tomorrow my class until 3pm.
Need to stay until afternoon just because of Biology practical.
I don't like practical classes, seriously.

P/S :
Due to the photos can't make it at center,
so I have to change my blogging style.
If no photos, will remain the previous style. : )

Random

2010-06-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

Nothing special today,
felt lucky that Maths T lecturer didn't scold who haven't complete his holidays homework,
of course I'm included. LOL.

Before this, I dare not to take out my homework.
I believed some of them did the same thing too.
That's why lecturer also knew our thought when he saw this situation.
Brilliant. LOL.

Good news was not last longer, so the bad news comes.
Lecturer said the next tutorial class will ask us go out and do.
I think is okay for others, but definitely not okay for me.
I know my level very well.

Today no Chemistry tutorial class,
so still don't know what his reaction when he knows we
(or just only me?)
haven't complete his holidays homework.
God bless, help me to escape from this.

The truth is, not I don't want to do, is I don't know how to do.
Same to Maths T, I did what I knew.
Where is my basic?
I have no basic in Chemistry although I was Science Stream student when high school.
Regret that I never try or put some effort on it. *Sigh*
Mathematics, I really weak in this subject.

Now I have to pay for it.
*I'm blaming myself.*

Nowadays the whether is very hot even the night also.
I can't slept well and kept sweating yesterday night.
I can't believe night also can hot until like this.
Just slept for few hours and got to prepare myself to school.
Of course is because I slept a bit late yesterday,
I watched "The Rise and Rise of David Beckham."
Like~ : )

Please give me a nice sleep today, everyday.

Wish me sleep tight.

: )

Hugs give us strength and courage.
At least, I do think so.

Missing.

♥

Hello People.

2010-06-18T14:52:00.004+08:00

I have changed my blog template
because I was so bored with the old one.
And I want to make it alive.
Is my blog, of course.

So, what do you think?

: )

But the only one that I was not satisfied
is the photos in the post couldn't make it at center.
Too bad since I used to post it at center. *Sigh*

You can see my previous posts are so messy
and the photos at the sidebar are not fit with the column.
Maybe later will make them become smaller.

It's been a time I never update a new post.
My blog is no more active. LOL.
But now I'm updating a boring post.
Very sorry about it. *V*

Mountains of homework..
When I able to finish it? *Sigh*

I am happy with him.
This shows that my decision never fail me.

And the most important is,
he never fail me.

♥

STOP IT

2010-05-26T18:21:00.008+08:00

很好，我不会做。

非常好。

我很想骂粗口，可是骂不出口。

更好。

恕我语无伦次。

Orientation Week

2010-05-15T17:15:00.003+08:00

With the TARC shirt.

The 1st day of orientation week at TARC.
The pass time of the TARC shirt was nicer.

...

Another day.
*I don't know which day it was.*

Before the briefing by the lecturers.

That day i woke up at 6.30am,
look at my photo expression.

With Joanne.

She took same course with me. : )

...

Another session, same day still,
but there was no lecturer coming.

...

Thanks for the fetching, Mr. Adrian. : )

...

Today - 15/5/10

Happy 20th birthday to Kha Sam.
Happy 18th birthday to Safuraa.

All the best and take care.

...

Between pass and present.

I choose present.

No regret.

My Dates Again

2010-05-09T17:15:00.007+08:00

Before went to KLCC with Kai Sheng.
(6/5)

We went to Kinokuniya,
he planned to find a book but eventually
he bought nothing but I bought myself a novel. LOL.
Before went out,
I told my mom I wont buy any book at there. LOL.

And I found this book with the book title of
"The "you" who leaving me, do you feel happiness?"
Something like that, I translated it myself. : )

The cover part.

The description :

我是游游移移的风，你是不动的田野；
我是沙滩上的影子，飘忽一掠。
你是深沉的乐音涌动，我只是一声呐喊......
就算不再重逢，你还是我心中最固执的梦。

Google Translate :
(I've changed some.)

I was wandering tour of the wind shift, you are not moving field;
I am the shadow on the beach, skimming uncertain.
You are the deep tones surging, I just scream ......
Even if never meet again, you still my stubborn dream in my heart.

Behind.

啊，如果是你......
如果有一天，你要结婚了，
你会不会将喜帖寄给那个曾经主动离开你，
其实你还有一丝眷恋的人？

Google Translate :
(I've changed some.)

Ah, if you ......
If one day you're getting married,
would you sent invitations to who have been leaving you,
but actually you still have a trace of attachment to him/her?

*Think wisely before you decided to get marry with someone.
Is not fair to your couple.*
...

Before went to Jusco with Su Zhen for lunch.
(7/5)

I don't want to describe the taste of my food. =.=
Wasting my time to promote it~!

Reached home with Secret Recipe's Cakes.

Only for my mom. ♥

...

Mother's Day.
(9/5)

I appreciate what have you done for me,
and a apology will do especially when I did something wrong,
making you angry or worried about me,
have some arguments with you and etc.

Sorry and I love you, mummy. ♥

Lastly,
to all mothers around the world,
Happy Mother's Day~! : )

Having a little flu today,
causing me dizzy and headache now.

END

HEAL ME

2010-05-04T15:51:00.011+08:00

星星，不再守护我。

Stars, no longer protect me.

HEAL ME

You are my most profound pain.
The first and last.

Is time to say good bye.

Good Bye.

Good Bye.

Good Bye.

My Dates

2010-05-03T16:42:00.006+08:00

Sing K. (29/4)

The purpose of the outing is to celebrate
Yen Yen's 18th Birthday Eve.

Birthday girl a.k.a. my best friend.

Only three of us. ♥

...

Another day. (1/5)

Went for a movie at KLCC.

Ip Man 2

Nice movie. *Thumbs up*

While waiting Mr. Adrian bought his food.

I don't feel like want to eat anything that day.
My stomach was not well.

We walked around at KLCC then backed.
After that have some walk at my house area
after had our dinner.

Eventually,
my leg was very painful that day. LOL.

Reached home.
(Ignore the background please)

END

I'm missing the time, i always do.
But i missed it and is my fault.

Good Bye .. ♥

超人不会飞

2010-04-27T15:29:00.003+08:00

周杰伦 - 超人不会飞

作词:周杰伦作曲:周杰伦

妈妈说很多事别太计较
只是使命感找到了我我睡不着
如果说骂人要有点技巧
我会加点旋律你会觉得超屌

我的枪不会装弹药
所以放心不会有人倒
我拍青锋侠不需要替身
因为自信是我绘画的颜料

我做很多事背后的意义远比你们想象
拍个电视剧为了友情与十年前的梦想
收视率再高也难抗衡我的伟大理想
因为我的人生无需再多一笔那奖项

我不知道何时变成了社会的那榜样
被狗仔拍不能比中指要大器的模样怎样
我唱的歌词要有点文化因为随时会被当教材
CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
时代杂志封面能不能重拍

随时随地注意形象要控制饮食
不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像 (本来就不像)
好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印
何时才能看见我的掌

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎

得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈

结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手
还是好人好事代表

专辑一出就必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

END

一个字赞!

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些

不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能流眼泪

只能说当超人真的好难

Something Good

2010-04-26T18:40:00.001+08:00

Taken on the outing with my sister.
(23/4)

Just a picture without any details of that day, that's all.
Just an outing with my sister,
she asked me to accompany her to shop.
And of course I bought something at there if not it will be a bored outing for me.

If you used to view my blog,
you will noticed that my post is become shorter since I backed from NS.
LOL.

...

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
- Unknown

When you don't have any money, the problem is food. when you have money, it's sex. when you have both, it's health, if everything is simply joy, then you're frightened of death.
- Unknown

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
- Unknown

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
- Mignon McLaughlin.

I saw it via Facebook.

Never leave me with a broken heart.

Complicated

2010-04-16T18:02:00.006+08:00

I don't have courage.

Forgive me that I left myself in the past.

I tried but I was failed.
I wished and I am still wishing ...

AWAKE ME .

Fairy tales is only a fairy tales,
doesn't mean it is exist.
*But I LOVE to watch. LOL.*

I believe in FATE .

I feel weird about this post
and feel like want to delete it. =.=

(I can't think a TITLE)

2010-04-12T16:20:00.004+08:00

搭唔谙号数既巴士，系永远都返唔到屋企咖。
（Cantonese)

搭错号的巴士，是永远都回不了家的。
(Mandarin)

You will never back to home if u got the wrong bus number.
(I translate it myself, hope is correct.)

Think and understand it yourself.
Is a good and meaningful sentence from the movie of Beauty On Duty.

Purposely put three languages,
must think of my friends who have different religion with me. : )

LEAD ME.

Not a Baby.

2010-04-10T17:45:00.007+08:00

Need a stronger heart to overcome problems.

I know there is something on my mind.
Is quite bothering me, can anyone please help me to take it off?
It seems like it will be a long-term "illness".

Another botheration already settled i think.
No more big deal.

"Impossible to possible".
Yea, this is my mission. A very tough mission indeed.
But i have to take it and accomplish it.
Is MUST !

In the meantime, the biggest mission that i have to overcome is the distraction of computer.
I can't help it. Haha.
Try my very best to control myself. LOLZ.

Support me, i need encouragement.
Support me, i need confidence.
Support me, i need courage.

I'm not a baby but almost a baby.

Moody Tuesday

2010-04-06T17:01:00.008+08:00

Don't force me to smile, PLEASE.

No mood to blog at all.
I tried very hard to smile but I failed.

Moody Tuesday. : (

Feel want to ...

有没有人

2010-04-03T17:11:00.003+08:00

我这人很固执

对固执
我又爱有恨

我知道我在想什么
只是表达不了

有没有人欣赏这样的我。

My blog is REBORN.

2010-03-28T19:22:00.009+08:00

At RIA Apartment.
(Genting Highlands)

I know my blog is dead.
But how? I'm so LAZY.
If i start it, i don't know when should i start.
Because i have so many things to post and share.

So i think i wont post anything about NS and Genting trip.
But all i want to say is i had great time at there.
: )

Give me some time to upload the photos on Facebook.
(NS and Genting trip.)
Once the photos are uploaded, i will inform here.
You all can know everything from there.

That's all for today.
Finally.. my blog is updated.
Lolz~

Stay tuned, people. : )

I am strongly resist this feeling, seriously.

Stay Tuned.

2010-02-15T20:45:00.001+08:00

Happy C N Y.

Wish you all Happy C N Y again before i leave KL.
I wish i will be fine after return to camp,
still cough n sore throat. :(

Lastly,
Happy Birthday to Daryl.

Stay tuned, people.

PLKN Life

2010-02-14T17:13:00.008+08:00

I know is quite late for me to post this
but i was so lazy n dunno what should i share.
Plus, not very well here. No idea why. = (

So, let photos do the talking. : )
Not much photo makes me regretted.
Should learn from them, hv more than 100 of photos.
Need to add oil after return to camp. Hehe.

Joyce, Joanne n I with class shirt.

A place for me to rest n sleep.

Kai Sheng (8/2) n I (9/2).

I had a memorable birthday at there
n most surprising me is the cakes~!
I never thought there would be any cake at there.
The way their celebrate my birthday n KS
were so considerate. ^^

Thank you everyone of you~!

To my friends who send me birthday wishes but i failed to receive it.
(If i didn't reply u with thank you)
Thank you~!

The scenery at there was an art.

Location :
Camp Teluk Rubiah.
Lumut, Perak.

Announcement :
Will return to camp on Tuesday.

Conclusion :
Even though my face became darker now n occurred other problems
but i never regret to go there..
because i gained more.

I believe most of us who went there will say so.

Lastly, Happy C N Y n Happy Valentine's Day.
Happy Birthday to eLVi.
Happy Birthday to Pui Kuan.

END

Back.

2010-02-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

Back~!

I'm Back. =)

带走

2010-01-01T17:01:00.001+08:00

明天就去履行国民服务啦
没有特别的心情
如果要说一种心情那是去就去的心情

我把一些照片放进记忆卡里
把回忆带走跟随着我

一些朋友的单人照都有放
擅自拿你们的照片我不会说对不起
哈哈~

会想念你们的啦~ ^^

新年快乐~！

: )

Good bye, KL.

Take care, my friends.

谁的失败

2009-12-31T17:51:00.009+08:00

No matter how sad it was,
I need to SMILE.

为什么上帝教人类去爱，
却没教人类怎么去忘记？

如果对方把另一个忘了，
那另一个怎么去把对方忘记？

对方似乎把一切都放下了..
它已经受伤了。

.. END ..

忘不了
是我的失败。

Gathering

2009-12-28T19:34:00.006+08:00

ZhEN & Joann

Y Y, Yuppy, ZhEN n Joann

Gathering at Pavilion today,
I just have a few of photos in my phone.
Less than 10 photos.. lolz~
But~!
The photos including me have quite many I think.
Haha~

Joann is best friend of mine when primary school.
Today we didn't embarrassed
although we didn't go out since graduated from primary school.
I took the most photos with her. : )

Same with Ryan too. =)
3 of us were sat behind because of the height. Hehe~
That's why we were close to each other.
She looked very nice with her super sunshine smile~!
Hahaha~

All the photos took with her in her phone.
Waiting.. can't wait to see the photos. Hehe~

Long time didn't took photos with my smile (with teeth).
Because I thought I was so ugly with my smile.
Now I remembered I don't even talk one word with some of them. =.=
Really.. don't know what should I say.

Handsome. Taller. Muscle. Fatter.
Pretty. Taller. Fatter?

These are what they have~ : )

All of us must keep in touch~!

Don't let me know anything.
I wish I can smile everyday.

Stay Tuned.

2009-12-26T03:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do with my blog. =.=
I was lose the interest of blogging.
I didn't post about many things.
Lack of time or laziness? Both~

I rather play around and have fun instead of blogging,
because time flies very fast until timeless. *now*
Gonna say good bye to KL. * very soon*
*Sigh*

I will try to updated my blogger next time.
Stay tuned.

Gonna sleep now, if not cannot wake up later.
Good night, people. ^^

Human not Robot

2009-12-08T18:56:00.005+08:00

Lets Smile. ^^

Today Chemistry papers.
Extremely frustrated and wanna faint
when I answer those questions.
I was so sleepy but not dare to stop.
Continue think, think and think. =.=

Eventually filled in the blanks according to my theory.
According what did I study until midnight.
I think I will fail this subject.
My six sense told me. =(

Last paper - BC on next Monday~!

After that, need to think about NS matter.
This is most headache thing~!!!
Think about course that I will take
because I lost my way. =(
Think about prom and also gathering.

My head gonna burst, gonna burst.
Haiz~ I am so worried about NS matter~
Decided to go but still have the feeling of hard-to-express.

Anyway,
I am desperate to sing k~

This is the only way to make me feel better.

原本会很重要

2009-12-07T17:09:00.002+08:00

因为之前准备SPM而忘了
一个这样的日子
凌晨睡觉的时候突然间想起

该死为什么会忘记？！

如果 ... 。
那会是很重要的日子
现在那只是一个
原本会很重要仅此而已

还有如果 ... 。
就不会有那样的一天
我不会忘记

原本会很重要
都过去了

我没有莎士比亚的天分

报告报告！

2009-11-28T17:02:00.007+08:00

几个星期没有打网志了
没有什么好分享的
SPM的日子考完就回家然后读书
没有考的日子休息够了就读书
考到我很不满意 = (

紧张下剩四科还没考
下星期考的一定让我心灰意冷 =.=

还有NS的我会去
被选中去Lumut, Perak, 第一批
明年一月二号就报到了
很多朋友都跟我一样营地
真的很巧~

是我想通了然后决定去的
都选中了就去吧
去一个新的环境或许会更好
也担心不到酱多
而且我觉得我很幸运了

父母说那边靠近海空气很清新的
不管有没有机会去到海边
让我尽情地呼吸吧！

...

It only a

Washed-Out Dream.

是时候让自己的心休息。

大笑话！

2009-11-11T18:53:00.004+08:00

累。

眼睛在刺痛。
平时很迟睡突然早一点睡就睡不着了
累积下来的睡眠不足眼睛的血丝都出来了
今天我朋友都这样说啊~

一个星期没去学校了可是今天一定要去
因为是关于SPM的

坐在礼堂的时候
朋友告诉我校刊里面有我的名字
说我是去年中四全级第二名
我叫他不要开玩笑他们说没有

那种感觉 ...
明明就没有这样的能力鱼爆！
真的很不好笑啊~！=.=

这个位置是属于跟我同班同姓的男生
还有我们班几个都弄错姓名
真的很多错误咯~
我跟他是一个天一个地好不好？ =.=

对了！
明天是毕业典礼。

SPM ...

Full stop.

2009-11-08T03:12:00.013+08:00

Everything will have an ending.
It gonna lead to a full stop.

The ending is just all about,

Happy or Sad.

It might be sad,
but it's okay as long as it is worthwhile.

...

Focus~！

Rainy Day

2009-11-07T20:35:00.010+08:00

If anyone of you ask me how's my preparation,
I will answer something like this " Ok ok lo. "
Still asked me why. =.=

I haven't finish my preparation, this is true.
Why reply " cheh " to me?

Very hard to understand. =.=

...

Officially try to change my lifestyle.
I should wake up while everyone is away from bed.
But I can't sleep too early, because I can't fall asleep. Lolz~

Open a twitter's account because I felt bored.
Yes, to release tension.

SPM is around the coner.

SPM ...

报告

2009-10-31T02:55:00.003+08:00

At Perijaya - Group study
A place that I had my seminar too.

最近都有在复习
可是我知道还不够
就努力的成份还不够

Seminar结束了
所以现在要靠做练习
还有很多要做 T_T

希望想要努力的心态会持续
不想要三分钟热度
要不那时会被书本砸死
然后被更深的黑眼圈丑化哈哈~

不敢想象也很难想象
SPM的前一天会怎样 ...

一切从零开始。

Concentrate

2009-10-24T22:05:00.006+08:00

Never give up but..

Concentrate..

Concentrate..

Concentrate..

Please concentrate~!

Another day of seminar tomorrow,
need to wake up early.

Sleepy now..

But I'm tired.

L-O-V-E

2009-10-23T03:31:00.015+08:00

Did you say it?

" I love you... "

" I don't ever want to live without you... "

" You changed my life... "

Did you say it?

Make a plan...

Set a goal...

Work toward it...

But every now and again, look around...
drink it in.

" Cause this is it "

It might all be gone tomorrow.

Taken from Grey's Anatomy.
I used to watch it and I always learnt something new.

I Love You.

♥

Good night, people.

2012

2009-10-22T19:10:00.007+08:00

N年前拍的

有听说过2012会世界末日吗？
我是不大相信啦
因为跟今年的距离只差两年多

我不想啦还有很多事还没做 T_T
很多很多啊~！

不管真假
珍惜身边的人与事

你珍惜了吗？

...

Last time I decided won't go to the prom,
but I always got influenced, well done people~! =.=

Officially change my mind,
maybe going, but not sure.
Many of consideration.

- Need to ask my mom for discussion.
(Most important.)

- Clothes
- Shoes
- Set-up my hair
- Make-up

- Facial problem
(Need to maintain good condition.)

I think that's all.. maybe. lolz~

Oh ya..
forget about the partner matter.. =.=
Made me so confused~!

Maybe better than no right?
So wait for me to get my mom's answer. =)

...

Always reminded myself,
don't ever forget..

SPM ... !!!

Please concentrate~!

Prom Night

2009-10-16T21:37:00.006+08:00

Once in a lifetime experience, do not miss out!

Chong Hwa first ever form 5 Prom!
click the picture to link to the blog!

...

I think I will not attend that day,
probably is my last decision.
Sorry, my friends.

Especially King.. wasted his saliva so much.
Anyway, thank you very much.

Good Luck~!